I've been thinking this morning.
I know, dangerous eh?
Some of you can smell the smoke coming from my ears.
My family and I are headed off to church today for the first time in a month two.
Before the gasps and the judgment, let me explain.
When my family and I came to the Tyler, Texas, area for me to start school I was on a high. I was Mr. Recovery, Mr. Church, Mr. on his way to become a pastor by going to University.
Did I act this way? Nope. In true passive aggressive fashion when I did not recieve the welcome I felt I deserved I backed off. Kept my toe in like the co-dependent I am and ran like a scared rabbit the first chance I got.
Throw in my bi-polar, self-esteem issues and I had effectively isolated myself like a smoker in California.
School and my Job were different. I had to be there everyday. The longer I have stayed the more friends I have made. (ugh, I didn't mean to rhyme.)
So we are off to church today.
With true broken humility.
I might even wear a tie.
PS. A few changes, I have created another blog, Nausea. I havn't felt right posting worldly stuff on Hallelujahs. News, politics, etc. Please check it out. Helen, I will be disapointed if you don't call me on my stuff over there, You can reach it here.
Fellow bloggers, if you would like a link posted on the new blog let me know. Since its orientation is different than Hallelujahs I wanted to ask first.
Love you guys